What is a secret which you would not tell anybody in real life, but would on Quora using anonymity?
I had a planned one night stand with my class mate.Sexual content ahead. If you aren’t above 18 years. Please don’t read any further.They say that females have double the lust of a male. This story is the proof for me to believe this.A quick background about me. Well, I’m a 22 year old guy who just completed my engineering from LPU, Punjab(2021). I’m from Hyderabad and I currently stay there with my parent and my job is going to start in a month or so.I had joined LPU in 2021. Almost 2000kms away from home. How I finally landed up there is a big story, since the context isn’t that, I’m going to skip it.So the story goes like this:In my first year of engineering itself there was a well known couple in our class. Like the guy is on my section and the girl is from a different section. Everybody knew about them and even they were quite open about it. I’m in no way connected to these guys as of now. That guy wasn’t even my close friend or something.At the end of every year, students would be shuffled based on their CGPA. My section was the toppers sections. I was one of the toppers, so I had no issue. Now the girl whom I spoke about (the girl friend of the guy in my class) came into our section as she did well in her exams.She started sitting beside me(according to her roll number). By then even the guy started talking to me and we were cool. Not like best friends exactly but ya, we knew each other. That’s all. Now the crazy part starts. Let’s call the guy Y and the girl X.This X, started texting me and slowly she started flirting with me. I did notice her flirtatious texts, but didn’t say anything thinking that may be she’s like this, jovial and all. And also I didn’t think she had any intentions as everybody knew about their relationship, so I thought She wouldn’t dare to start something with me. I’m the kind of person who doesn’t really care about girls.Down that semester, something had happened and then X and Y broke up. Obviously I didn’t care much. Another semester passed by and it was the end of year. I had come home for vacation.She started texting me and telling me all about her breakup. But I wasn’t really in such sad stories. I’ve even asked her to stop telling me all this. All of a sudden she asked me what kind of girls I liked and what all do I see in a girl and all. Well, I’m a open minded guy, I speak the same with both boys and girls, I have no difference. So I told her directly. Also I told her how I had a wish to have sex before turning 20. I was 19 then.After a few hours, she directly asked me if I could have sex with her and that she wanted to have a lot of sex. I told her that, may be due to the break up she’s speaking nonsense like this. Frankly, I wasn’t really interested in her. That too she was my class mate, so I didn’t want to see her face daily after having sex. It would be so awkward.She didn’t listen to all that. She kept on telling me that Y had asked her for sex multiple times, but she denied, somehow she didn’t feel like allowing him to touch her. Also she told me that I was her sex crush since an year and didn’t quite get a chance to tell me. So, she asked me to please have sex with her and that she wants to lose her virginity to somebody like me. She even told that it’s just a sexual crush and that she wouldn’t trouble me asking to be in relationship and all.I thought about it. I was 19 then, and I got a offer to complete my wish. I was not planning on going to a brothel anyways(I come from a well off family), so this actually is a good opportunity to finish off my wish list is what I thought. I wanted to explore things and experience that feeling, that was the only intention, not that I was high on sexual drive or something.So next day I text her saying yes. But we would have sex only once and that’s it. She denied it. She wanted to have atleast 2 times a month for the next two years. Remember? I only wanted to experience sex, but I didn’t want to go on a spree. I wasn’t really interested in her too. I right royally denied her deal. I was strong in saying only once or nothing. She tried convincing me for multiple times but I denied. Finally she had agreed and we had booked a hotel near our university and prepared ourself to spend 24 hours with each other. Thanks to OYO.I made her buy all the pills, even the condoms. She did all that. We reached the hotel early and checked in.Now is the part you’ve been waiting for. It’s all sex sex sex and how probalematic it was for a first timer like me to have sex. Well, I was a virgin then and except for the knowledge from a few porn videos, I had no Hands on experience.So ya, as soon as we entered the room. First thing I did was to check for any hidden cameras. To our relief none were there. By then, she had gone for a quick bath and came out wearing a one piece. I changed into shorts.I was sitting on the bed, planning what all to do. She came and sat in front of me, she started kissing my legs and slowly took my hands and started kissing them. I asked her to come and sit on my lapShe was exactly like this. (Just a pictorial representation) well I had shorts in reality and she was sitting on me with her panties and bra by now.We kissed each other for the first time. I kissed her all over her neck and lips. But I could feel her lust while she kissed me and pressed her vagina tightly on to my leg. I asked her to unhook her bra (as I didn’t know how to do it) she did it, and there you go, I’ve looked at her boobs. They weren’t really that big, they were pretty small. I was disappointed for a moment but still I went forward. I personally liked busty girls. Moving on….I made her to turn around and started fondling her boobs and slowly reached to her panties. I hesitantly entered my hand inside her panties while still fondling, I could feel her fluids all over her pussy. It was full of juices. I ran my one hand all over her body, while my other hand started to finger her. I felt each and every corner of her wet pussy. While this was going on. She started to feel my semi geared up penis. She slowly started to give a hand Job uncomfortably, as she was holding it from backwards. I fingered for something and she turned around and made me sleep on the bed. She undid my underwear and slid under the blanket and reached on to my guy. She started blowing for about an hour or so. I know it’s her first time, but she did it like a pro.It was time for me to show my talent with my fingers and tongue. I pulled her over and started to take her boobs in my mouth. I started sucking one boob while I squeezed the other. She started moaning already. I started going down while kissing her. I finally reached her pussy. It was damn wet. Her pussy was a bit fluffy and pretty clean. I opened her pussy lips and I could spot a tiny bean on top (clitoris), I started licking it like crazy as I had read about it online. Itseems, clitoris stimulation gives a lot of pleasure to girls. She was moaning and she wasn’t able to control her pleasure, she started trembling, I thought something was wrong, later found out that she was climaxing.I went to the top of the bed and make her to face sit on me. She basically had her pussy on my face, as I licked it, she took the support of the wall in front to with stand her pleasure. This continued may be for 30 minutes.I’ve decided to enter her. I asked if I could, she signalled saying yes, as she could barely speak, due to the orgasm. I put of the condom and try to find the right hole. I tried entering her, but couldn’t. We changed position, no result. We shifted to a table, no. We went onto the sofa, no use. And I finally give up. I told her, sorry I can’t do it.Well, for all the virgins reading this. Sex isn’t really as easy as it’s shown in the porn videos. It’s a real skill. That too if both the parties are virgins, then the initial thrust into her pussy takes a lot of time.Coming back, Obviously it was painful for her each time I tried to enter her. I didn’t want to behave as an animal, I wanted her to be comfortable. So we waited a bit. Took rest for sometime and started the show again.We started cuddling, sucking, licking. I licked her pussy like crazy and sucked her boobs. She gave me a heavenly blowjob. This time I didn’t want to give up easily. So to ease of her tension of the pussy, I inserted my middle finger inside her pussy and started fingering slowly, she let out occasionally moans time and again. I made sure she had enough wetness down there and this time I slowly inserted my manhood inside her (after a brief blowjob by her, to gear up my guy)I failed in missionary position. With no energy, I slept sideways and wanted to give one more try. I tried to enter her from sideways. Something like this.So I finally enter her. She let out a huge moan. I understood I was in and I started to thrust slowly. I enjoyed the pace and she did too. Now, I got the knack of it. I changed the position and entered her in missionary position. Like this.This position gave me room to suck her boobs and fuck her simultaneously. Occasionally I also fingered her clitoris while thrusting into her. She wasn’t really under control now, she was orgasming and moaning. I increased the pace and started thrusting my dick inside her pussy with full pace so hard that the bed was hittting that wall and making noise.Later we did this positionFinally I was out of my energy. I took my dick out, she threw the condom away and started to give a blowjob. And I cummed on her body.Later she had asked me to do it without the condom. Even I wanted to feel the pleasure without a condom. I did it without the condom. Again imagine all the positions I had mentioned earlier.We did it like almost 5–8 times. We slept for about 1–2 hours in the night I guess. Rest of the time, we spent in exploring each other. All the while we were naked.Next day morning, we have breakfast in the hotel and left to our university which is like 2 kms away. After that she had asked for multiple sexually encounters. But I denied. Because I was clear in saying that it was only a one time thing and I didn’t want any more complications.The ConclusionYou must be thinking, he’s the guy, a girl had offered him for sex and he must have enjoyed and all. If yes, then no you are wrong brother/sister.The reason I wanted it to be only a one time thing, is because I didn’t share any mutual feeling with her. She was almost in love with me and craved for my body. But all I wanted was to experience sex and that’s all.After this encounter, I understood how unsatisfying sex is without any feelings for each other. I don’t know if the girl had enjoyed it or not. She told I rocked her world. But if you ask me, it did feel good, but I wasn’t really satisfied.The reason is, sex without love is just an exercise. Trust me on this. Atleast that is how I feel after my experience. To be frank, I was only 70% erect all the while, is what I felt, like while she was giving a blow job. When I was inside her, I was full on hard.So the problem comes here, if you like to share bed with someone you don’t love, your mind knows it buddy, it just doesn’t accept the reality. You might cum and climax like me, but you won’t be satisfied on a whole new level.And please don’t do a mistake like me, to ride her without protection. Please take care of this.Well, I did get other such offers from girls while I was in Punjab and when I came to Bangalore for my internship (mostly due to my looks and the way I spoke. Nothing flirtatious, I’m just real with everybody and don’t show any soft corner towards girls. I believe in equality. May be this is what they like in me) But, I didn’t accept any of those.Bottom line of the story: wait for the one. Have sex with someone you have feelings for, rather than just trying to satisfy your sex drive. If you are so keen on that, please go and masturbate. These one night stands do not work out. Do it with your girlfriend/boyfriend, but no one night stands. May be I’m not the kind of person to enjoy sex without any feelings. I seriously wonder how certain animals rape kids. AnywaysSEX WITHOUT FEELINGS IS JUST AN EXERCISE is what I feel.Cheers?Thanks for reading. And sorry for such a long answer.